About me tag

So I'm just an ordinary teen who loves sitting in front of her computer watching YouTube videos and tweeting. So I thought of the idea of doing the about me tag on my blog, as its quite new and here it enables you to get to know me better! So here I go!

Do you have a middle name?

Yes, it's Annabella, the name my dad wanted to call me.

What's your favourite subject at school?

My favourite subject would have to be art, as you don't have to revise it or learn facts. It is a hard subject, yet I love doing it for it expresses my creative side.

What's your favourite drink?

I don't think I really have a favourite drink as I will drink basically anything. Diet coke is always my go to option, but I love hot chocolates, especially mint ones! They are AMAZING, but I also love Oreo milkshakes!

Favourite song at the moment?

It would have to be Work by Iggy Azalea. Can't stop playing it on replay!

"No money, no family, sixteen in the middle of Miami"

What would you name your children?

No clue, don't even know if I want children in the future!

Do you participate in any sports?

Paha no, I go to the gym, but I'm not really the sporty type.

Favourite book?

I don't really read, but I love Fallen too Far.

Favourite colour?

Pastel colours are so cute, but my favourite colour is probably blue.

Favourite animal?

I love dogs, I really want one but I rent my house so can't. But if I was possible I would want an panda they are just so cute!!

Favourite perfume?

Viva la juicy by Juicy Couture, I also love my Rihanna perfume.

Have you graduated high school?

Well I'm English so I go to secondary school and no I haven't I'm in my last year doing GCSE'S but next year I'm going to a sixth form college.

Have you ever been out of the country?

Yes too many times to remember!

Do you speak any other languages?

I can just about make conversation in German other than that I know a few words in French and Spanish. I can barely speak English properly yet alone another language.

Do you have any siblings?

Yes I'm the youngest of four, I have two older sisters and an older brother.

What's your favourite store?

That's a tricky one because I love different shops for different things, for makeup I love Mac and can't forget boots. Whilst for body care I love lush, and for clothes I'm obsessed with Topshop and Urban Outfitters.

Favourite restaurant?

Nanda ftw

Do you like school?

Not really as my school is private so the majority of people in it are stuck up there own arse.

Favourite YouTubers?

I'm literally obsessed with YouTube, so there are to many to name. I love Jack and Finn, Caspar Lee, JC Caylen, MacBarbie, Zoella and Beauty crush.

Favourite Movie?

A walk to remember!

Favourite TV show?

90210 all the way!

PC or Mac?

Mac, they look so much nicer and so easy to use. I have a Mac Pro myself and I love it.

What phone do you have?

iPhone 4S

How tall are you?

I'm around 5ft 10. I know I'm tall for a girl.

Think it's time I hit the sack now!

"The best things in life are the people you love, the places you've seen, and the memories you've made along the way."

Friends are everything in life, be grateful for what you have, not envy what you don't. What's the point of living life if you don't have those special people to share it with. Friendships are everything, yet don't morn one which has fallen. Friends come and go, thats the way of life. When times get hard you may have 10 there, or maybe only one. Express your feelings towards your friends don't bottle them up, because you never know tomorrow they could be gone.

Friendships may wither as I have experienced one action lead to a downfall or thoughts and feelings, resulting in a broken relationship. I lost my best friend today, but I wont morn what I lost but rather celebrate what I had. As tomorrow is a new day, a new beginning, ill make new friendships along my way in life. Some might stay for years others for days, but don't worry if you stumble along a negative friendship, just let go. You don't need the negativity in your life rather you need the positivity. Thats why its no good to string along a dying friendship, let go and begin a new line of friendships with new people.

Always capture the memories

Friends are people you share all those memories with, don't forget to capture those memories mentally but physically, so no matter what they are never forgotten.

Don't let a Bully win

Everyone at least one time in their will come across a bully, who will verbally or physically abuse people. People only abuse, for they have insecurities and feel the need to make others feel weak, for they believe it will help their self esteem. This doesn't always help, so they will continue this abuse until finally they feel satisfied. What they don't realise though is the affect their actions have on others. The words she said about others shouldn't be said for now they have left people in a bad way.

Even the smallest amount of words can ruin a persons day, and its not right that people should be allowed to feel this way. For as a teenage girl we go through many fazes of hating ourselves and appearances, having these thoughts yourself that you are ugly or fat are bad enough, without other people saying it to. I don't believe that anyone has the rights to tell people these comments and hurt them, for no one is perfect everyone has imperfections. For if you allow these negatives to build up, you can be left in a very bad place which in a number of cases can lead to self harm! 

Tonight two of my best friends where treated like shit by this self obsessed girl in my year. ,In one night the bully called one of my friends fat, which is the biggest lie ever as she has such a nice body and is an amazing tennis player. The other friend was called ugly yet she is one of the prettiest people I know, whilst the last friend was called a whore, which she is not at all. Comments like these hurt, they have the ability the attack your weak spot and that is exactly what a bully want they want to feel superior. What i've learnt tonight is to ignore those horrible comments for the bully will eventually give up and will learn from the mistakes. 

Don't let them have the satisfaction of  hurting you!

Bullying can happen to anyone at any age. Being bullied at school, home or online might involve someone pushing you, hitting you, teasing you, talking about you or calling you names. No one has the right to hurt you or make you feel bad. If you are being bullied you don't have to put up with it - you can talk to someone about it.

Panic Attacks

Following on from my last post I've decided I would talk about my anxiety problems. After I wrote my last tweet I finally built up the courage to tell my friends and to make people aware of the problems I suffer with anxiety and how over the past couple of months I have experienced many panic attacks and anxiety problems.

Yet after I told my friends this, many where unhelpful and thought I was just telling lies to seek attention, even though I have experienced negative views there are a handful of my friends that have been there and do show support.

So I've decided I'm going to talk about what to do when you or someone arounds you is experiencing these problems, because having people show negative attitudes towards you can send you right back into panic mode. But first here is a little bit about it.

On my last post I talked about the current problems I'm facing right now and how this has trigged my anxiety. Resulting in me having lack of sleep and my physical health being impacted greatly. This has trigged my digestive system to temporally shut down, resulting in me having nausea all the time. It also has left me with recurring tonsillitis. So with all these problems it has impacted on my school life leaving me with even more stress.
So my best advice would be if you see someone suffering with these problems is to help them and offer support, not discourage things they say. For I know it takes a lot of courage to admit and tell people about these problems so when someone is shown to be unsupportive this can lead the person into a another attack. I've experienced this, leading me to have five panic attacks in one day. Trust me they aren't a nice thing to go through. It's only made even worse by the uncertainty of when and where these will take place.

When having a panic attack, you feel like your whole world is ending. Even though each panic attack is different here is a bit more information on what I experience, the attacks normally start with a crushing pain on my chest resulting in a struggle to breath and result in an increase in short breaths. This then leads me to have a pounding headache with ringing ears, I then suddenly get a hot flash and then the nausea and dizziness starts to occur. For me these attacks generally take place in the space of 10-20 minutes. I have experienced these in lessons, at home, in the night, in town, on a train and in a car. These occur as your brain begins to think you are in a dangerous situation so your body begins to release adrenalin into your bloodstream causing your blood pressure to drop, and in many cases leading me to faint. I don't really know what triggers these episodes but mainly these are triggered when I become upset or worried. Hense why they are called anxiety attacks.

Ways to control your attacks are to take your self out of the situation and to relax, and breath deeply. (Experienced words from my Therapist) if you see someone having an anxiety attack then help maintain there calmness, if within a group take them away, and help them to breath properly and to cater for there needs.

To be honest if someone does share there problems with you no matter what you think just try and be respectful towards them and don't think that they are lying because it takes a lot of courage to talk about and it only takes one negative comment to shatter that courage and send them into another panic attack!